The Movie

If you've read some of my previous posts you might've known that I had been working on a short movie project. So.....here it is.

Or simply watch it on youtube here.

I think I haven't done my best because I'm not proud of it.  I guess I'm just being a perfectionist as I mostly am.  I didn't even want to upload it on youtube but some of our talents and some friends asked me to.  This project seriously made me exhausted.  To get it done before the deadline I need to stay up all night for like seven days.  You can tell the reason why on the credit, though. ;-)

Drama

Today's exactly 4 weeks or 1 month since the last time check it. Geez...I really need to stop counting it. I don't really count it, though. The thought of it sometimes just pops out of nowhere.

I think I've gone much away from him and feel relieve somehow. However, I'm not completely happy. Found myself listening to this song and it relates to me in a strange way. I mean...is it strange how a song could tell how you really feel? Well, this song doesn't perfectly and completely tell what I feel but it still fits me. :')

 






P.S. (Another) note to myself: Too much drama. Stop being such a drama queen.

Pellucida Zone

Today's exactly 15 days since the last time I checked his twitter account.  Sounds....easy?  I used to check his timeline for at least once a day for the past two years (or more?)....so it was hard at first.  Well, it hasn't been harder than I thought it would be...doesn't make it any easier, though.  The first step is always the hardest, right? :-)

I'm glad to be able to see a wider world now.  He somehow made me blind, I was super close-minded. Let's say that someone indirectly helps me moving on.  I love how I can think of someone and not feeling sad because of it. I love how I can feel hope which somehow feels like real hope. I love those butterflies in my tummy when I think of this someone. I'm not sure what it is but let see how it goes.

No longer hold on and stay,

Shafira Anjani

P.S. Note to myself: stop counting how long it's been since the last time you check it.

   + Don't mind the title, it's just my favourite new word. 

     ++ If you know what the phrase on the title means...it's not the reason I like it.