Thought for Days

I've been thinking.

The thought of leaving Bandung is saddening. I love Bandung. It's where most of my big family (from both sides, mom's & dad's) lives. That's why, long time before I went to college, I often went to Bandung to visit the family. Not to mention that I was born here.

However, the thought of living in Bandung scares me. I'm not really sure why. Maybe because I've spent most of my live in Jakarta (---or Cibubur, you name it). That city also has a big part in my heart. That's where my home is. Eventhough...I live in a house of mine in Bandung as well. The thought of making that house my first house is scary.

Don't ask me why. I don't know. Maybe, just maybe. I'm afraid of the future. I'm not as curious as I was with the future.

sick

So....I was sick. Well, some people may say that I am still sick.

I remember how there was a time when I was awaken and I heard everyone saying things twice. Which is grumpy-maker, because..."okay, people, I understand it. You don't have to say every word twice"

Then I said "please, don't say everything twice, I understand it, okay?"

And my brother said, "Sis, we all actually say things once. It's your sickness that made you hearing things differently."

Hahaha.

I rarely cry in front of my family....simply because I want to look strong. And at that time, I tried not to cry. (Psssst, I succeed!)

Days after that, I could hear things normally again (yay!) ---just to make sure that you know that I hear things normally ;)

P.S. And, really, I'm so glad to know that I have the sweetest people on earth as mine.

ji iu

Here's to the deadline(s) we're facing.

We can make it!!

P.S. Looking forward to play. :)