English Midtest in 7 Hours

It's never easy, each day of it. However, I think it's worth the try and that's why I'm still trying. It's never easy to be just out-of-the-blue thinking of him in the middle of the night. I hope he'll never see this, though. I don't wanna seem so weak, because I'm not. Right? 

How can you measure time? It might not be long enough, but to hold on for every each day is just simply not easy. 

I tell him this almost everyday, but..

damn..I love you B. 

Day 59

It's coming to my sixth week here. 

Things just got real. Or this one, the one that I'm living in, isn't even the real stuffs? 

P.S. The space becomes smaller everyday which indicates the number gets bigger. 

Sleepless Brain

He once told me that I could call him everytime I need him, but we (at least I do) know that's impossible.