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Hey, sunshine. I miss you.

How come seeing you become so addictive? Eventhough I would always turn my head everytime you look at me. Eventhough I can feel these butterflies force to come out everytime you smile. Eventhough I can feel my cheeks warmer everytime you put your hands in your pants' pockets, and I have to act as normal as I can. Eventhough I would try not to look at you as often as possible.

And writing to you somehow keep me sane. Because after I type the last word I know I need to get back to the reality. Eventhough you might never read any word I write to you.

Three Quarters

National Exam.  Pretty much explains everything. 

I'm so glad it's finally over. I think I had done my best and let's see how good my best really is. 

The second I entered my car I realized that I would miss all of those faces I just saw. Those faces that I usually ignored, and sometimes even avoid. I may not know every one of them, but I know I would miss them in no time. Espescially those special people. Kendy, Ze, Anin, Ninis, Ribka, Desma, Tania, Fika, Bia, Kardina, Ayas, Prita, Maria, Icca,  Fira, Shaviera, Mumu, Dharma, and last but not least Ido. You may skip reading those names because you have no idea who they are but I somehow want to write those names out. Those names who bring the weirdo out of me.

I thank God for everything I've been through in highschool. Having a school much away from home teaches me to be discipline and also I got to know many new places. I also learn about diversity and respect others. I learn not to get mad easily. I learn to text while nodding at your teacher :-P I also learn that it's okay to hold on as long as you have the reasonable reason, if you don't please just learn how to move on. Last but not least I learn to be more realistic.

I'd also like to thank my sister and Tyas who has been a great company through the swing of my mood.

P.S. I thank God for every chairmate I ever had in highschool since each one of them helps me to be a better student. Thanks Fira, Mumu, Coblon, Eris, Ino, Prita, and Maria.(yes, it's way too much since I don't really have a permanent chairmate on my second semester) :-)

April Fool?

I remember it was one day after April Fool Day (yes, April 1st), I told Tyas and she said, "is it April fool joke?" Alhamdulillah it wasn't. :-)