Smelly Fish

He said that I was "flat"
He said he was confused how I appeared to be joyful but so quiet the next time
He even once said that I was scary
However, he's been sticking around. I can't ask for more, at least for now.

The future is scary. It always is. It has no traffic light to warn us. It has no sign to tell us if it's going to be up or down. 

I seriously find it hard to trust people, maybe that's why I will seem arrogant to simply everyone at first hehehe. As time goes on I can assure you that you will see me as a socially awkward girl with her poker face....nah just kidding. I simply act silly when I'm around people I'm comfortable with. 

He is one of those people. It's just a bit different with him. However, one thing I can tell you; I started to trust him. Yes, started. I somehow feel it 's kind of hypocrite of  myself if I say I've completely trusted him...but I'm willing to go that far. So, let's do this.

P.S. I can totally be focus.

Speechless

Alhamdulillah....I just can't believe how Allah loves me. This much. Alhamdulillah...I'm surrounded with people who love me. Like you. This is just the beginning. I know it. Bismillah :-)

The only victim of (our version of) Biphobia,

Shafira Anjani

Déjà vu

I have done it before, and maybe that's why, I can do it again. I somehow had known since a long time ago that I would do exactly the same thing. I know I was waiting for a reason to do that.


P.S. Found it!