Thought for Days

I've been thinking.

The thought of leaving Bandung is saddening. I love Bandung. It's where most of my big family (from both sides, mom's & dad's) lives. That's why, long time before I went to college, I often went to Bandung to visit the family. Not to mention that I was born here.

However, the thought of living in Bandung scares me. I'm not really sure why. Maybe because I've spent most of my live in Jakarta (---or Cibubur, you name it). That city also has a big part in my heart. That's where my home is. Eventhough...I live in a house of mine in Bandung as well. The thought of making that house my first house is scary.

Don't ask me why. I don't know. Maybe, just maybe. I'm afraid of the future. I'm not as curious as I was with the future.