Hey, There!

Help my friend win this competition by simply watch and like this video below, please? :-)

Or watch it on youtube by clicking this.

Muchas gracias! \:-D/

P.S. I can't even understand why she asked me to put it on my blog....since (I think) no one reads this blog anymore :-P

Saturday

No, I'm not going to talk about a day.

On 15th June Kendy and I decided to bring our camera to take some memorable moments from our last day as classmates.  Well...technically.  I didn't bring my camera because I brought the tripod and my polaroid camera.  I'd love to bring my camera as well but it'd be so heavy.  Doesn't matter, though.

CAUTION: You can skip this.

That day didn't go as the plan.  It went better.  Some of my classmates took Kendy's camera and started recording things.  I got upset first because I knew they would ask me to edit those videos.  I said that earlier to Ze.  She said she would ask Fazzy (an expert (too much? Well at least a much better) video editor than I am) to edit them.  At the end of the day (as I had expected :-)) Ze hadn't asked him to.  Kendy sent the videos via email as I requested.  Well.....someone has got to do it, right?  I mean I was too lazy to edit those videos but I want to have something to be remembered by all of us.  However, I kept trying to find a way so I didn't have to edit those videos so I asked Romy (another much better video editor than I am) but he refused to *sarcastik look.*  I tried to ask Fazzy as well but........*another sarcastic look.*

So....here it is.  A video that I had been working for the last 9 days.

or simply watch it on youtube here.

Just a massive thank you (yes, for anyone who's a directioner and reading this, I copy Lou's style) for Kendy, Maria, Anin, Prita, and last but not least my brother who helped me in the process of editing this video.

There was one day when I went to school just to copy a video that couldn't be sent via email because it was too big......which means Kendy had to go to school as well.  And....because Kendy wouldn't be there until midday and I was there since 6 o'clock I searched for someone to accompany me and there Maria was, went to school just to accompany me.  Merci beaucoup :-* (I rarely use this emoticon....you should be grateful ;-))

P.S. All the videos were taken in one day, that's why there are only some moments we could take.  Some classmates (Fazzy, Firman, and Julius) didn't even say their one word for Saturday. There were only about 13 boys out of 37 (if I'm not mistaken) in our class so the number of videos and photos of the boys are not balanced.  Btw...what do you think? :-)

The Movie

If you've read some of my previous posts you might've known that I had been working on a short movie project. So.....here it is.

Or simply watch it on youtube here.

I think I haven't done my best because I'm not proud of it.  I guess I'm just being a perfectionist as I mostly am.  I didn't even want to upload it on youtube but some of our talents and some friends asked me to.  This project seriously made me exhausted.  To get it done before the deadline I need to stay up all night for like seven days.  You can tell the reason why on the credit, though. ;-)

Drama

Today's exactly 4 weeks or 1 month since the last time check it. Geez...I really need to stop counting it. I don't really count it, though. The thought of it sometimes just pops out of nowhere.

I think I've gone much away from him and feel relieve somehow. However, I'm not completely happy. Found myself listening to this song and it relates to me in a strange way. I mean...is it strange how a song could tell how you really feel? Well, this song doesn't perfectly and completely tell what I feel but it still fits me. :')

 






P.S. (Another) note to myself: Too much drama. Stop being such a drama queen.

Pellucida Zone

Today's exactly 15 days since the last time I checked his twitter account.  Sounds....easy?  I used to check his timeline for at least once a day for the past two years (or more?)....so it was hard at first.  Well, it hasn't been harder than I thought it would be...doesn't make it any easier, though.  The first step is always the hardest, right? :-)

I'm glad to be able to see a wider world now.  He somehow made me blind, I was super close-minded. Let's say that someone indirectly helps me moving on.  I love how I can think of someone and not feeling sad because of it. I love how I can feel hope which somehow feels like real hope. I love those butterflies in my tummy when I think of this someone. I'm not sure what it is but let see how it goes.

No longer hold on and stay,

Shafira Anjani

P.S. Note to myself: stop counting how long it's been since the last time you check it.

   + Don't mind the title, it's just my favourite new word. 

     ++ If you know what the phrase on the title means...it's not the reason I like it.