Today's exactly 15 days since the last time I checked his twitter account. Sounds....easy? I used to check his timeline for at least once a day for the past two years (or more?)....so it was hard at first. Well, it hasn't been harder than I thought it would be...doesn't make it any easier, though. The first step is always the hardest, right? :-)
I'm glad to be able to see a wider world now. He somehow made me blind, I was super close-minded. Let's say that someone indirectly helps me moving on. I love how I can think of someone and not feeling sad because of it. I love how I can feel hope which somehow feels like real hope. I love those butterflies in my tummy when I think of this someone. I'm not sure what it is but let see how it goes.
No longer hold on and stay,
Shafira Anjani
P.S. Note to myself: stop counting how long it's been since the last time you check it.
+ Don't mind the title, it's just my favourite new word.
++ If you know what the phrase on the title means...it's not the reason I like it.