School?

Just watched 90210. No, not really "just watched" it...has been an hour or so.  And I feel extremely blue now.  Let's blame Raj's death.

However....new school term has started just yesterday.  New class with not-all-new class members (it's only a mixtion of XI IPA 3 and XI IPA 4, the rest classes aren't rolled).

I met him and felt nothing.  Sure, he was (and will always be, I guess he he) extremely charismatic.  But nothing more.  You know what I mean?

I've been missing him the whole holiday (sure, I didn't contact him) but when I saw him I was like "is this person I've been missing for weeks?"  What's even so special about him?  What makes me missing him?

I think I just make things much more complicated.  Welcome to my life where things are much complicated than it actually is.

P.S.  And...oh, senior year?  Seriously, time? That fast?

First

1st July! Wow.....time really flies, doesn't it?  In no time I'll be sitting in my new class with some new classmates.

Talking about new class....my last report book was super satisfying!  I did expect to be better than the previous semester but I thought I wouldn't make it this good.  I wasn't even in the top ten of my class and here I am.  Still...not the best but much better.  I would try to do much better for the next semester (since it would be matter for a senior student like me who wants to go to university, to be specific public university).


Two years ago no, even a year ago I had no idea what I would like to study in college.  I was quite interested in law (because of...him) but it's not my priority.  My parents wanted me to study sience.  Okay, to be specific they wanted me to study medical but that would be my last choice since I'm afraid of dead bodies (which I will definitely be dealing with if I study medical).  I was always be the one who's excited in every biology experiment, though..  However, biology is just not my thing.  I never even wrote anything from my biology classes. I never listened to my biology teacher.  I f I understand something before the test, that'd seriously be just coincidence.  I always study biology the whole chapter right before the test (technically not right before test, night before the test).  Some of my classmates will know it, that I will be such a pain in the a** when it comes to biology test.  Don't even bother to talk to me because I won't listen. :-) 

So...have I found out what I want?  I guess so.  I want to be an architect.  I can't draw (depends on how your definition of drawing, well my definition of drawing is the one that inspires people or at least makes spaces between their lips when they see it). My physic score is not great.  I don't even love physic.  There're some reasons why I want to be an architect. When I was in 10th grade there was a lesson in fine art subject to draw from three point of view.  I somehow loved doing that.  I didn't even feel like working on an assignment.  I feel like doing a challenge.  I even did some of my friends' works.  This year I did Dharma's as well :-P  it's like taking a break from my exhausting education life instead of working. You know what they say..

And I somehow inspired by Ted Mosby of How I Met Your Mother and Tom Hansen of 500 Days of Summer who both are architect (the figures, not the actors).  FYI HIMYM and 500 Days of Summer are two of my favourite things (in this case movies and sitcoms) in life.  I was like....maybe it's a clue.  Maybe I should try to be an architect.

After all the best thing in life is the unexpected, right? That's all for now.  I've got things to write but it's getting late and I think I'd better keep it myself for now.