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500 Days of

The Coffee Isn't Working

After a good amount of time, I can't say I learned what love is, but I can say I've learned what it isn't

-Not me a.k.a via an article I read through facebook

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Quoting someone who inspired me much,

you are happy if you say you are

I am happy. I believe that I am. :)

Jikalau

Sang jari terhentak. Disusul tempat ubun-ubun bernaung. 

"Apa yang salah?" Ujar pikiran. Hening untuk beberapa saat. Tidak ada jawaban. Toh insan ini memang sendirian di ruang. Apa yang kamu harapkan?

Kadang kamu pikir sudah melangkah jauh, namun ketika kamu menengok, kok tidak jauh dari mula? Rasanya seperti jalan di tempat. Berulang kali simpul ini berusaha dilepas, berulang kali pula kamu pikir simpulnya sudah terlepas. Sepertinya masih ada seutas benang yang tertinggal. Cuma seutas benang. Kamu bisa saja mengambilnya lalu membuang benang itu. Jika kamu mau.

Spiderman

"Within great power, comes great responsibility"

How if we turn it around? Withing great responsibility, will great power come?

I'm so grateful for where I am right now. I look back at couple years ago, and I wouldn't think I can be where and what I am now. Alhamdulillah.

Yes, I know. I'm far from great. At times, I still disappoint myself. But it's better to go slow as long as you don't stop, right?

I used to be so afraid to take chances. To speak up. To simply do anything. And I thank everything in between of my life so far, that I'm slowly over those problems of mine. Still, I know I can do better. That's why I try to take chances that I know might make myself better. Bismillah.

Yes, I feel overwhelmed sometimes. Yes, you're not wrong to think that this time is one of those times. Writing has always been my escape. I just love how I can be in my own space for one moment.

Well, it's called escape because you can't be there forever. I guess it's time for me to go back. It's never easy, I hope it'll never be easy. It's me getting stronger, and my problem's getting bigger.

Bye, and see you soon. :)