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Hi!

It's the end of 2011 and I think it's the best time to tell you almost everything you missed about me this year (No? Okay...).

WARNING! This is a super long post with many contains within it. Prepare yourself.

January

4 January, 2011.  I can't tell you the detail, though.  It's the worst day ever.  I had one day when I had to go home all by myself (my family driver usually takes me to Ratu Plaza and waits until my bus come), it was raining, my phone was unexpectedly dead because of water that might get in when I was on my way to Ratu Plaza with ojek (and at that time, it was already raining), my bus hadn't come after about two hours, and I finally had to go to my dad's office by taxi (which was declined my request to take me to my dad's office because it was super crowded, instead, it took me to somewhere across my dad's office) and walked with my wet uniform.  That day was better than January 4th.  Maybe it's not the worst day ever.  Maybe I only think so.  Because it has something to do with him.

26 January, 2011. It was Genia Preustaria's 17th birthday! She might be the oldest student in X-8 hahaha. She's older because she started school late. Her birthday is the first one which was celebrated by some of my friends and I (sowwy Fira!).  Here it is...a video and some pictures that would tell you the story :) (at that time my school was started at 11 if I'm not mistaken hehe).

Click!

Ah...yeah. I should've rotated this photo.

February
February 3, 2011. A day that brings me one step closer to Peter Gene Hernandez a.k.a Bruno Mars! \m/ Fira was also part of it eventhough she couldn't come.  That day, Shaviera and I queued at Adrie Subono-from-Java-Musikindo's house.  I actually woke up late x_x We promised to get there at 5 and I just got up at....5.30....HAHAHA.  So, I asked my driver to drive as fast as he could. WOOSHHH...!

It was hard already to take picture at that shocking moment...

 We finally got the ticket(s) after waiting about....7 or 8 hours :')

February 22, 2011. Hehehehe(?).....it was my 16th birthday! As I've expected I got a surprise....*sarcastic look* I'm kidding, pals!  It's the sweetest and also the saddest birthday ever I guess.  It was the sweetest because of the surprise they give *hugs*.  It was the saddest because....a close friend of mine in JHS didn't say anything and that person (no, it's not "him") also didn't say anything.  Maybe I wished too much?

March

March 16, 2011.  My TVC*'s group went to Bena's house!  We made a documenter movie about him.  The actual idea was to make a documenter movie about bloggers in Indonesia.  At that time, we had already some shoots of Sabila Anata but I lost the record (which was finally found after the movie had already done).  Kak Diana Rikasari was already promised us that she would help us for the project, but we couldn't find the perfect time huhu. By the way, here it is....(this is not the original version, it's edited again by Ido)

P.S. I actually came late to Bena's house.  I was called by the teacher due to the fact that I was too often to come late to school -_-  so I had to sign some kind of agreement with the school that I would never come late again.....*sigh*  when I got there, they finished taking the shoots.  So...I was there for +/- 2 minutes. Ha ha ha....

*TVC: Cinematography

April

April 5, 2011.  How can I forget this day?  The day I met Bruno Mars live!  It was also the first international concert I've ever seen hehehe.  One word about the concert: HOT! *-*

What the....HAHAHA

April 18, 2011.  Shaviera's surprise birthday party!  Her birthday is actually on April 17, 2011.  But she was doing involved in something that couldn't be disturbed.

April 20, 2011.  Mumu's birthday....but I didn't do anything to surprise her huhu.  So sorry, Mu! *hugs*

May

May 16, 2011.  Yes, it's about you, G, in case you read it.  I don't actually remember this date, but I remember it was the day before CAMUAK went to Dufan.  The day when you told me that you want to try to get back with her, your ex.

May 17, 2011. CAMUAK+Sule's sister goes to Dufan!  It was such a pleasure for me to be allowed to go with them :3 Forget about them?  Read a post about them here.  CAMUAK got a new member, Icha!  She was my friend back to elementary school.  Not all of them could make it, though.

June

June 3, 2011.  My first non-school-project video. 3S1D's very first project too!

Bloops...bloops...bloops. Believe me, I know. Hahaha.

June 24, 2011.  Our second non-school-project video. The video was made, edited, and published on the same day.  Quick! Here it is..

On the same day....it was the report-book day.  It was the saddest moment for my class, Spartan. Thirteen of us didn't make it to pass to the next grade.  One of them is my friend, Dharma, who also made the video above. :'|

P.S. The next part is coming as soon as possible.  It's a long post already ;o  Kind of tired to be honest hehehe....three hours for a post are quite long, pals. 

Let It Snow

What you should do when you read this:

1. Go to  
2. Write: Let it snow

3. See the magic 

P.S. I know...it's such a random post, but you really should try that (I don't know how long this thing will last, though).  It'd never be a bad thing to share happiness, right? ;-) BTW, you have to do it on PC/laptop/you-know-what-I-mean....

Trois

Joyeux anniversaire!
Qui? Mon blog! 

Enough with those france sentences I write with help of a dictionnary....

It's my blog 3rd birthday and I'm not excited. Yayness \―̈/ I should be excited, but I think I don't deserve the excitement. Because I didn't make many posts during this one year.

I hate having draft, because I rarely get it done. However, this year I made some drafts which I never have it done. And I'm talking about my blog.

So here I am trying to write a good post.

The time I wasted on everything but write a post on this blog makes me lost my excitement about blog. I mean...the skill on writing a good post. I may have not written any good post, but I know the difference. It's like I have lost my passion for blog which I know that isn't true. I still have passion for blog, but I forgot how to reflect this passion here, on this blog.

I can feel the difference, how about you? I hate how I have to post those lame posts. The posts that I wrote with no passion (or less passion at least) and effort to make it more...interesting? I wrote what I want without thinking how people are gonna see it. They may find it boring. And I don't like being boring.

I'm done with giving hopeless promises. I can only promise you one thing, I will try to write a better post. You know what they say: It's the quality that matters, not the quantity. ;)


P.S. The last sentence I wrote above reminds me of Qyanna.  She's my junior in 103 JHS whom asked me whether she should make a blog or not because she knew she wouldn't have enough time for it.  I told her to make one, because the quality that matters.  And I'm so embarrassed now.  How I told her to keep the quality of her blog when I myself don't do that. X_X

So Stressed I Could Die

It's final exam already fellas. I can't say how the time goes fast, because I don't think it does.

It feels like a century ago when I'm still on the tenth grade. We call our class Spartan. I have never mentioned anything about it, have I? Will tell you everything (well...maybe not) I know ASAP, ok? ;)

And....uh tomorrow is the last day of final exam: math, religion, and cinematography. Why am I blogging now btw? Hahahaha I'm so stressed to the fact that I can't do like a half or something of last year test. My phone's dead, I've charged it but I'm too lazy to type the password. For those who know me, you must have got used to that hahaha :P

Ah......*sigh*

I really miss telling story here. I just...get tired easily these days even tough I think the tenth grade is busier for me. Weird....isn't it?

I'm not gonna tell you that I will post something on these days. But I will try my best. Ok...maybe not my best, well at least I will try.

Quick!

It's 22:42 now. Tomorrow I'll face the mid-term test. Kinda late, huh?

The fact that I'm going to face the exam tomorrow is killing me. Due to the fact that I just got back from Bali. Geez...what kind of student that goes for a vacation before the exam?

Tomorrow I'll be facing chemistry, France, and computer(?) uh what do we call it in English.....

Chemistry will be the hardest. Yesterday, I spent my time in the bus. And finally got back to the hotel when it was almost midnight T_T if I could choose, I would sleep until we had to get back to Jakarta. But I couldn't, instead of that I was studying until...3 in the morning or so. God blessed me. I'm not the a night person btw hehehe.

And here I am....

The Song

Random post. Shuffled the playlist on my iPod and got Taking Chances playing now. And realized how this song completely reflects how I feel :'D

Taking Chances

(Original song by Celine Dion)

Don't know much about your life.

Don't know much about your world, but

Don't want to be alone tonight,

On this planet they call earth.

You don't know about my past, and

I don't have a future figured out.

And maybe this is going too fast.

And maybe it's not meant to last,

But what do you say to taking chances,

What do you say to jumping off the edge?

Never knowing if there's solid ground below

Or hand to hold, or hell to pay,

What do you say,What do you say?

I just want to start again,

And maybe you could show me how to try,

And maybe you could take me in,

Somewhere underneath your skin?

What do you say to taking chances,

What do you say to jumping off the edge?

Never knowing if there's solid ground below

Or hand to hold, or hell to pay,

What do you say,What do you say?

And I had my heart beaten down,

But I always come back for more, yeah.

There’s nothing like love to pull you up,

When you’re laying down on the floor there.

So talk to me, talk to me,Like lovers do.

Yeah walk with me, walk with me,Like lovers do,Like lovers do.

What do you say to taking chances,

What do you say to jumping off the edge?

Never knowing if there's solid ground below

Or hand to hold, or hell to pay,

What do you say,What do you say?

Don’t know much about your life

And I don’t know much about your world.

P.S. Geez.......this week is still the gloomy one for me (so far). If you've read my previous post, you'd know why. ;')

Adele

This week's been the emotional one for me. I don't know how to describe this week. Ah, wait....I know: complicated.

I know a blog is where all your writings can be seen by anyone. But somehow I don't care. Well, at least for now. I will write the whole story.

"Have you ever liked someone so much you just wanna lock yourself in your room, turn sad songs, and cry?" Rachel Berry-

I haven't. I think what's happened to me is worse. There's this guy that I like. We've never met. I don't know how he exactly sound. He's older than me. I know it's weird. You might think, "how can we like someone like that?" He doesn't know my existence. And it's been 4 years. People won't understand this feeling until they have one. You might think I like him from his look. Well, no doubt. But that's not the main reason. I love how he loves his mother. How he wants to stop saying bad words. How he doesn't smoke. How....perfect he is. At least, that's what I feel about him. I'm not saying he has no weakness. He's so lazy. He stays up late to play games. He rarely eats eventhough he's super skinny.

We might never talk. But there's this one feeling of mine that says we're meant to be. We love "How I Met Your Mother," "500 Days of Summer," and "a Rocket to The Moon." Or he made me like those stuffs he likes :"D

He's studying law now. Back to junior high school, I never liked civic. When I got in to senior high school (the same year as he started studying law), my civic's score became the best among of the others. Is it just me or people also do what their crush(es) do?

I know there will come a day when he finds someone he wants to be with. Well, that day would be months ago. I always stalk his twitter timeline...to know what he's been through. And I know he's in love. He had exactly the same feeling like I do. He didn't brave enough to even follow her. He always stalked her until one day she protected her account. Allah loves him. He gave him a way to get closer to her. And....he's officially taken by that girl since exactly last week. I found it out a day later, which was Monday. He's not the outspoken kind of boy fyi, but he put that girl's name after a love song lyric. How sweet........

I didn't just jump to conclusion btw. I searched their names and....the results told me that they're officially together. That made me thinking. My cousin's enganged to her girlfriend whose he's dated since he was sophomore. And now, he's a sophomore.

I don't really like law. But I want to go to the exactly law faculty at his university just to see him. Since he's in a relationship now, it makes me think, "it's time to move on." I still have a year ahead to see how their relationship goes. If it can last for that long, I promise I will move on. And I will also try to move on when I can find someone that's better than he is (and maybe end up with "someone like him" :). If that happens, I will probably try to get my old dream: to study in Paris. That thought reminds me of how much I wanted to go to Paris. How could I forget it? :'D

"Just discovered there's a level of sadness where happy songs are way more depressing than sad songs" -He

"Sometimes I say, “I just want you happy.” But deep in my heart I still want to be your happiness." -@TheLoveAdvices

P.S. Why is the tittle of this post "Adele"? Because her songs seem perfectly for me now ;'D (Make You Feel My Love, Someone Like You, Chasing Pavements). And...this week isn't that bad. I actually wanted to write the good parts too....but.......I know you know what I mean.

The Word That Starts With C

Finally....

Hi, pals! It's been a "while" since my last post. And, no, this post wont be another worthless post to be read. Or, at least I hope so....

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Who never cheated?

For those who say "me!" must be one of the category:
1. You're smart as hell
2. You're afraid of God
3. You're lying
4. (Fill in the blank)....

I believe that there's only a few people that never really cheated. I mean...seriously? Never copied your friend's homework (it's also cheating, isn't it?) ? But I believe there must be someone out there who never cheated on anything. Yeah, I can see you nodding and whispering on your mind, "that's so me!"

What about me?
I didn't say I never cheated. I did, I was even kinda addicted to it. Well let me tell you the story of mine about cheated (on a test)...

I still remember the first time I cheated on a test. I was on 4th grade of elementary school. I was having social test about kingdoms in Indonesia. There was this number that asked me to draw the territory of Sriwijaya Kingdom. I knew the answer, I just forgot how Sumatera looked like. And I remembered there was paintings of some Indonesia's biggest islands on a side of my school. I had no choice. So I asked permission to go to the restroom to the controller teacher . And the restroom was fortuitously next to the paintings side. The rest of the story must be the same as what you're thinking.

That guilty feeling was haunted me for sometimes.

The other time... A friend of mine (don't have to tell you who, right? :P) made me cheated for several times. I forgot how this started. But I stopped that as soon as I was listed as one of the fifth grade students.

Several years later....
I was a student of 103 JHS Jakarta. JHS' students are much worse than ES hahaha no kidding. The first time I started to cheat on JHS was on the first Indonesian language test. Once again, I was influenced by friends. On this first grade, I had made cheating as my own habit. There was no test without cheating. There was only one subject that I'd try to do less cheating: religion (see, I still had moral (is moral the right word?)).

Time flew....I was already on 8th grade. And I was sorted into seed class. As a cheater, that situation gave me profits. And, yes, seed class is where smart people are gathered as classmates. And I think it was ashamed how still cheated when I got into that class.

Nothing could change my habit, until one day I read a post of this girl (re: Anita Dwi Putri) on her blog. She was on 7th grade. She wrote on her blog how she felt guilty when she cheated one number (if I'm not mistaken) on civic. And I was like....

Seriously????

You felt guilty for that one number? While I was satisfied enough to have a test with only five numbers from cheating. That post made me think. Only think, but didn't change anything.

Until on the 9th grade, I had this dream: to have a pure national test. So, on every test I tried to do less cheating than I did on my previous test. Finally, on the middle of the first semester I could stop that habit. And I had a fully pure national test's result. It wasn't big...or at least it wasn't as I expected it to be. But at least it was my work.

I (still) have cheated on test for several times.... But it was the remedial test. Yeah, I know it didn't change the fact that I cheated. And accidentally those several times were always on economic test. FYI, I don't like economic at all...

That's it...

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I hope this post would be as worth-full I expect it to be. I'm sorry if this post offends anyone, because I don't mean to. :)

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P.S. Dear Anita, I hope you're okay that I mention your name several times on this post. You really inspired me.

Bulletin Board

Langsung aja, nih. Abis buka blog Kak Bena dan ada bulbo gitu. Jadi....silahkan dibaca dan ikuti juga kalau tertarik. Udah lama gak post kayak gini jadi kangen juga hahaha.

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Tentang Seseorang :


1. Siapa yang ada di background handphone kamu?
Ini....2. Siapa orang terakhir yang kamu sms?
Safira Dias Setyo Putri
3. Siapa orang terakhir yang kamu bbm?
Nadya Fitri Febrina
4. Siapa orang terakhir yang kamu telpon?
Anggia Sekar Nurulita
5. Siapa orang yang sekarang ada di sebelah kamuuu hiii...
Gak ada. Hiii.....
6. Siapa temen kamu yang baru aja ulang tahun?
Verona Mentari
7. Siapa sih temen yang setiap hari kamu ajak ngobrol?
Untuk sekarang sih Fira, Shaviera, dan Dharma :3
8. Kenapa dia?
Lagi giat (#ea) ngomongin hal-hal tentang lomba permen MintZ HAHAHA
9. Kalo kamu punya duit 100rb, kamu mau traktir siapa dan apa?
Diri sendiri #eh...hahaha ade aja paling
10. Siapa temen kamu yang pernah bikin kamu nangis?
Lupa -_-

Tentang Kamu :


11. Kebiasaan kamu yang patut ditiru orang lain apa sih?
Rajin menabung yeahaha
12. Kalo kamu mau ngupil bilang-bilang dulu ngga?
.......kalau kata Dharma: dai guccing
13. Biasanya kamu buang upil kemana?
Mengikuti arah gravitasi ea -_- Kak Bena gimana deh ini pertanyaannya -_-
14. Apa sih kebiasaan buruk kamu?
Pemalas!
15. Bunyi kentut kamu biasanya gimana sih?
Kayak kamu :3
16. Binatang apa sih yang menggambarkan kamu bangedh?
Kelinci....haha ngasal dikidh...
17. Alat musik yang bisa kamu mainin?
Suling, pianika, dan biola hahaha...kalay biola ngarep bisa deng
18. Biasanya mandi berapa kali sehari?
Dua kali :(
19. Benda dari seseorang yang sampe sekarang masih kamu simpen? apa? dari siapa?
Duh banyak....
20. Benda yang lagi kamu pengenin banget?
Kamu :'( #edisigalau


Tentang Sekolah / Waktu Sekolah :


21. SMP/SMA mana? (pilih salah satu)
SMAN 6 Mahakam, Jakarta Selatan
22. Nilai paling bagus pelajaran apa?
PKn *ting*
23. Kalo jajan ke kantin beli apa?
OMY....GOD. Jarang (banget gak aja) ke kantin, selama setahun kemaren mungkin
cuma lima kali
24. Berapa uang jajannya waktu itu?
Rp 20.000 kakak
25. Pernah jadian ngga waktu itu? sama?
Iya, sama Bruno Mars. Hahaha.
26. Guru yang paling kamu benci? kenapa?
Frau Moy...guru VHALENK NYANTHE di 6 ;)
27. Pelajaran yang paling kamu ngga suka?
Geografi!!!!!!!!!!
28. Siapa temen kamu yang paling aneh di kelas? kenapa?
Aneh = freak, kan? Kevin berarti hahaha :P
29. Gebetan kamu waktu itu?
Jadi malu :$:$....haha gajeja.
30. Yang paling kamu kangenin dari sekolah?
Waktu kosong!!!!!

Tentang Si Dia :


31. Gebetan / Pacar?
Gak ada..................
32. Siapa tuh namanya berani sebut ngga?
Peter Gene Hernandez
33. Kenal dimana?
Istora Senayan, 5 April 2011 :3
34. Tau makanan kesukannya ngga?
Rahasia kita berdua dong......( -_-)
35. Kira-kira dia lagi ngapain ya sekarangg?
Di rumah paling....eh keceplosan....
36. Kenapa sih kamu suka sama dia?
Sama kayak bio twitternya.....#edisicurhat
37. Dia unyu banget kalo lagi ngapain sih?
Nulis quotes....unyu. Hahaha curcol parah.
38. Lagu yang kamu dan dia banget?
HANJIRRR...................Haven't Met You Yet - Michael Buble #unyumoment
39. Terakhir kali ketemu dia kapan? dimana?
.........Diem ah. Ngambek ah.
40. Pengen banget pergi kemana sih sama dia?
Perancis!!!

Tentang lain-lain :


41. Pengen banget bisa ngelakuin apa?
Sihir hihihi
42. Pengen banget pergi ke negara apa?
Perancis!!!!
43. Sesuatu yang pengen banget kamu punya/beli?
Gak tau...
44. Pekerjaan impian kamu?
Penulis ^^
45. Artis favorit kamu?
Bruno Mars!!!!!!!!
46. Kalo skrg kamu bisa ketemu sama siapa aja, pengen ketemu siapa?
M.A.I.P. frontal aja nih..
47. Orang pertama yang kamu follow di twitter?
Hasyim Rizky Isfandiari Aman hahaha
48. Benda kesayangan kamu yang ilang?
Earphone....
49. Sesuatu yang kamu jago banget ngelakuinnya?
Suit -_-_-
50. Testi tentang bulbonya?
Gila............hahaha



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(No Tittle)

What you can do after watch the video above:

1. Do nothing (I don't suggest this one (so why do I write this? -_-))
2. Tell your friend(s) (highly recommended)
3. Promote the video (also highly recommended)
4. Watch again and again
5. Wish us luck!

Hogwarts Online

What is HOL?

HOL - Virtual Hogwarts is a community and an online school, based on the ideas of J. K. Rowling's Harry Potter series. It is not a role-playing game, though it has some role-playing elements.

Founded in June 2001, thousands of students from 70+ nations are registered in HOL. Adult professors from 4 continents offer more than 40 classes each term, with subjects mentioned in the Harry Potter books, from Potions to Herbology, Muggle Studies to Defense Against the Dark Arts. Additional classes related to literature, writing, fantasy, mythology and music are also popular.

Your aim is to collect points for yourself and your house. The house with the most amount of points at the end of term wins the HOL House Cup.

The real aim, honestly, is to have fun, make new friends, take entertaining classes and rave about your house Quidditch team. The main purpose of HOL is to bring people of all ages, cultures, nations, religions together in one big community and tear down any real or artificial walls that may have been built up by wealth or politics.

The HOL motto is pervalida ars magica amicitia, or friendship is the strongest magic. It is the individual that counts, as stressed by J.K. Rowling in the Harry Potter books:

"You fail to recognize that it matters not what someone is born, but what they grow to be!"
"Differences of habit and language are nothing at all if our aims are identical and our hearts are open."
"It is our choices that show what we truly are, far more than our abilities."
HOL is a family-oriented community and online school, certified by the Internet Content Rating Association (ICRA), featuring entertainment and educational experiences suitable for all ages. This means:

No nudity
No sexual material
No violence
Mild expletives
No potentially harmful activities
User-generated content such as chat rooms and message boards (moderated)
This material appears in an educational context
By joining HOL, you also agree that you will not use the discussion boards and chatrooms to post any material which is knowingly false and/or defamatory, inaccurate, abusive, vulgar, hateful, harassing, obscene, profane, sexually oriented, threatening, invasive of a person's privacy, or otherwise a violation of any law.

via HOL wiki

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So.......as you (may) have read some paragraphs above, this post talks about HOL. I've been playing there for more than 6 months and like it so much! :D

The only problem is assignments. School assignments. Last semester, I played it seriously. If you've read things about HOL, you'd know that there're assignments (too) there since Hogwart is a school. There're some kinds of assignment, well most of them are essay and multiple choice but still...much better than school assignment. And....I really did play it seriously, some of my friends were even confused I still spent my time for this thing instead of hitting the bed (not literally, of course).

And I got their point last January. When the new semester was also begun in HOL. I felt so tired and somehow my passion for this just....lost. And since last March I became a passive member (which is set automatically if you don't earn any point in two months).

Today (5.28.2011) is the first time I signed in again to my HOL account after months. And guess what.......two of four teachers dropped me out of their classes because I hadn't done any assignment. I'm still wondering why the two others haven't dropped me out too. Hahaha :P

But it really fun. Moreover if you're a Harry Potter geek like me (yes, I am). Some subjects even talk about the characters in it, such as Professor Snape.

There're also some awards that you can earn of you do something. As example, I get a Dragon Rider award (from the Dragon subject) because I always did my homework almost perfectly.

There's also a sorting hat. I am a Hufflepuff.....eventhough I like it more to be a Gryffindor. Just kidding. Well if you want to make an account you can go to its web.

Does this post make me look like a nerd? Hihihi *nerd*

P.S. I know I promised you to write something last weekend, but I'm so sorry I couldn't make it because I'd got something to do. And I don't think people wait for my post bytheway.....

Everything is driving me crazy.








P.S. K, I have to start post something more meaningful than something like this. Promise you, I'll post one on weekend. I've crossed my heart! ;)

Language

I always wish I have my own language, which no one knows it but me.

Why?

So I can write anything. Without feeling guilty, scared, and stuffs.

Random Photos

Hey, there! Anyone miss me? *wink* Hehe so sorry for an almost-three-months postponed :( I really do regret that, it's becaused a technical problem of internet at my home. It's fixed anyway. That's explain my writing right now :D You missed too many stories from me! (I don't think you want to hear it anyway, but since it's what I do on my blog........stop talking! :x) And I can write every story with every detail, but I believe it'd be a very longgggggggg post. So.......my point is, I'm just gonna share some random pictures. Let them tell you the story by themselves.

Sweetest+bit sad birthday! Words can't explain how I felt about that day

That's why I call them random pictures.............

Bye!

P.S. I'm a bit surprised to know that I still have my blogging skill. I mean.......I still know how to edit html, this code, that code, and stuffs. Glad to be back btw. :D

a Short and Late Post

Over a month........again and again. I'm the one to blame this time.

And happy new year! Sounds weird, eh?
My resolution for this is year is still the same. Eh.....no, no, I have a new resolution: go to science class for the next class term, and have a better rank on school and class. That's all. For the first new resolution, I have a problem........on physic. I really suck on it. I love math, but I can't do physic. I can't transubstantiation this formula into the other one, somehow I rarely can't. Or maybe I haven't done my best. Well, let's give a better shot this time! *talk to myself*

And uh.............I'm writing at my father's office, so I can't publish any photo. BU BU.........well who cares yeahaha.

I'll try to write better to for this year ;)


P.S. I don't know why, but I'm glad I often write a late post than publish a post from a draft which may have saved from a loooooooong time, but never be published until a looooooooooong time. Because the feeling when I write the rest of the post, wouldn't be the same feeling.